I’m gonna be ok.
I have an amazing support system.
My husband has alienated everyone he ever loved or who has ever loved him. The only person he has right now is this girlfriend of his. And he’s lying to her through his teeth about who he is. She seems intelligent. She’s going to figure it out and it will be soon.
Then he will have no one.
I’m excited about starting over.
At the same time my appetite has once again abandoned me. I did not have breakfast. Around 3:00 I decided I should eat something…so I had an apple. Then a close friend offered to take me out to Mediterranean food. I would NEVER EVER turn down free Mediterranean no matter how bad my appetite was. So we went out at about 7:00. We split a stuffed grape leaf appetizer (we had 3 each). And I had a veggie, bean and rice dish with some grilled chicken and a little spicy tahini sauce on top. Perfect! It was something my stomach was able to handle. Not too heavy, really healthy, made me feel good about myself. We came back here and put Sherlock Series 2 on and watched the first 2 episodes together, squeeing loudly over every adorable thing the characters did and said. (She went to London with me to see and meet Benedict Cumberbatch last year.) We talked a lot and she’s proud of me for the confidence I still have in myself and how well I’m taking everything.
I’m doing the best I can and things are going to be ok.
I’m so sorry I have no food to post today. Tomorrow I might actually eat. We’ll see how I feel for breakfast.