I seem to have thrown all cares out the window when it comes to eating anymore.
I don’t order the lowest-calorie thing I see on the menu. I order what I’m “in the mood for”. Like a normal person?
I make crazy meals and huge portions and eat it all.
I haven’t counted one calorie since….holy crap it’s probably been 7 months.
But maybe this is some sort of weird binge stage? Maybe since I have a guy who seems to love me no matter what and we LOVE food and I feel happy and accepted…I’m not so worried about it anymore?
I don’t want to gain weight, but I’m sure I have. I mean, I have to be. My clothes all still fit the same and I still get LOTS of exercise since I have to walk everywhere, but I haven’t weighed myself in months and months, so I have no idea what I weigh. Theory suggests I weigh more though.
Is it possible to eat more “normally” like this and NOT gain a ton of weight?
I am confused.
Sourdough Bread French Toast with Banana Raisin Maple Syrup
French toast is a no-brainer. The syrup however was made with banana slices caramelized in butter, maple syrup and raisins.
PB&J with homemade Applesauce
Just so you know, almost every time I have a sandwich I also munch on an extra slice of bread. I love bread. I’ve missed it so much.
I’m going to be honest….I’m thinking back a few days here and cannot remember what I had for dinner on this day. I have no picture of whatever it was, so I am assuming I went out and was silly and forgot my camera. I am shocked that I can’t remember.
Which is another prime example of why I feel I may have a totally new problem. I can no longer remember what I ate from day to day. I used to know EVERYTHING that I put into my stomach. I feel it’s a slippery slope from there to not even remembering what I ate. A slope back to being fat. I need to fix this immediately…